Bothered

so many things bothering me!
i don't even know where to start...


part of me, miss the old carefree Jem.
part of me is going back to the "Jem"
i toss of during the my self-realization journey.
part of me, just want to freeze the time.
part of me, just want to . . .


so lets see how this year goes?
sept 9. 09 - lucky?