Day 3: Unexpected

Rebel is my new nickname obviously as this day mark the first day of me not going home without letting my parents know. Today was so great, it's like everything I ever wanted. I had an amazing sleep - quite relaxing; possibly because I'm in a different room and atmosphere.

My morning was spent with ate gee, kuya aldrin and tita. It was definitely fun, they put a huge smile on my face. We had lunch at Zet's - representing airport area (haha!) I can't believe that Souvlaki is super huge, I probably ate less than 1/4 of the plate. I don't want to bore you out so I will just go ahead and start my Top 3.

TOP 3 LOVES OF THE DAY

1. The most beautiful feeling I have ever felt when I woke up.
- I woke up feeling happy and very relaxed. Although I was alone in the huge bed, I felt so complete. Since I wake up feeling great, my whole day was great.
2. The most unusual thing happened today
- One thing, I've been asking for or wishing for is to be able to feel the exact same "reaction" I had '3 years, 7 months, 10 days and 11 hours ago'. Apparently, I did today. It is very unusual ; until now, I am still mesmerize.
3. I had a ridiculously fun drive
-no matter how nerve cracking and had bountiful of mistakes, I still had fun. : )

Other than my top 3, My family went to Drexy's 1st birthday party and it was fun. Ate sab and I won a game, a very interesting game that involves apple. I had a chit chat with the uber matching loves - derek and gracie. To end this day, We watched my new addition to "my favourite movies" and its called One True Love. It is so incredibly amaaazzzing!

Next week will be the beginning of my adventurous, rebellious, fun and exciting life.

something new, I like it which begins the process of 'erasure'

Day 2: The Visit

Well, today is something different. I did what I said yesterday, no more "black clouds". I had more laugh than worries, and I like that better.

TOP 3 LOVES OF THE DAY

1. I got a GOOD friend that I could rely on.
- thanks ate gee for being there no matter what. One call, she is there to pick me up.
and not only that, she MAKES me see things I shouldn't see like dropping me off at the place called "X&X" to see unpleasant things but after all it just made me laugh (it really did put a smile on my face). --> you are so bad hehe, but now I wonder what happened afterwards. I really shud have walk in and "act-and-walk" like a model haha- NOT!
2. I am proud and blessed to be in school and doing what I love the most.
- some would love to be in school but they can't or they are in school but in program they don't really like. [soak wash consulting]
3. I can openly express my feelings and insights without caring about what other people thinks.
- I don't care if you think I'm weak or vulnerable by expressing what I feel, at least I am being honest.

So, pretty good day I might say. Right now, I am a bit tired since I had a few errands and meet up with a bunch of people. Even, that quick ride to buy turbo's food and snooping around to see the "lovers" *ahem* was quite interesting. pero ah, baba naman standards nia. at least ako nun tinago ko kc wala naman cia dun icompared, eh sia pagmalaki pa nia - eh wala naman yun icompare sa akin. My only rant for the day is the bad outcome of our dinner.

Presentation was funny, got everyone confused but I think they will all be anyways since they really are unfamiliar with the program. Anyway, tomorrow will have to be my "productive" day and start keeping on track with my school loads.

but now I know, I am really irreplaceable.

Day 1: Lost it

I decided to go back to blogging since I don't know when was the last time I made a blog entry. To make my life more optimistic, I would like to focus three good things that happen to me each day then I can "blurb" about my sudden thoughts and ranting.

TOP 3 LOVES OF THE DAY

1. I found out I lost a few pounds
2. I got the guts to call Rogers and get myself officially divorced with my "so-called" husband in our family plan.
- I am practically very nice to convinced the lady to give my "ex-familyplan-partner" a student discount using my humber student I.d and make a note that he can be able to make a change in the future that would still allow him to get my discount even technically, we are not together in the plan.
3. I had a fun time at work, chatting and stuff.


Oh! the overall purpose of those list is for me to focus on good things than bad things/events of my daily life. So to minimize the ranting, I fell while I was walking out the bus - embarrasing but funny. I woke up late at night, cranky and despised what I saw on the "online" world.

Overall, I got myself all distracted to the black cloud surrounding me and letting it pursue its will to destroy me. Tomorrow, I will try and avoid this clouds- focus on good things.

everything about this is hurting me. I don't know why and it's eating me up inside